A Poem: Where Am I?

Disillusioned, misguided, confounded, deceiving myself into thinking I've found it. Together is far from where I'm at and going to be, searching for solutions, problematic cuz I'm looking for them within me. The reality of the situation at hand: the "man" in the mirror isn't always who I am, or who I want to become, I've been on this road for so long, yet at times I swear I've just begun.